Most of you are aware, but I have been dealing with some pretty severe health issues. Some days are better than others but the last week.. I have not been doing so good. Being born with an incomplete heart eventually catches up to you, and it's finding me now.
I know some are probably wondering why I have not been in chat. Here lately it hurts too much to sit at the computer or stare at a bright screen. It's not because I don't enjoy hanging with you guys. *hugs* I'm usually on Facebook messenger for anyone that wishes to chat with me (when my phone behaves and I'm not working a double the next day.) Just Please don't use it as a means to poke me for posts. Trust me, I'm aware that I'm behind and I feel horrible about it. If I'm overdue for posts, please do the poking on forum PM, or in the appropriate poke threads. I do not mind discussing plot ideas, or giving me a heads up that you've posted in a thread. I just don't need any personal reminders that I suck.
This has certainly affected my posting, and I apologize for the slow responses. It's not because I have a lack of interest. I love the forums and our stories and for a very long time, they were my escape. It really sucks not being able to be more involved. It also stinks having the post and scene in your head, but being too physically and mentally exhausted to convey it in type.
"Well, you posted here, but not there.."
Believe me, I would give anything if I had the strength to post in everything in one sitting, but more and more I have to take breaks from online. I do try to cover as much as I can. And yes, I AM guilty of posting where my muse is strongest first, but I try to strike when the iron is hot because I know all flames burn out too quickly. I do apologize that it leaves some waiting longer than others. Please be patient with me, and know that I do still enjoy this, and love you guys very much. I consider you all family.
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